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Venusian Blues

by Nick Zubeck

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1.
Feeling heavy in the air tonight Should've told me something wasn't right Beyond the limit of my sight Beyond reason, beyond a fight Guess it's no one's fault Something had to crack I could take the sting of salt If you would say you're coming back Lost thoughts, lost time These gifts are no longer mine Sad summer moving into fall Wasn't ready when you made the call I could bear it all and grin Find another tack Take it on the chin If you would say you're coming back I can slowly fade If that's what you want Is that what you need? Or are you just afraid? Feeling heavy in the air tonight Should've told me something wasn't right NZ: vocals, keys, guitar, drum machine, synth bass Blake Howard: percussion
2.
Footsteps 04:41
No apathy in aftermath Only reason and reckoning Nothing to believe in, at long last Out with a searchlight Looking everywhere For my footsteps Out in the snow If I knew where I went I might know where to go again We're all haunted By rattles and calls Persistent memory Lonely waterfall Frozen in a falling flow That nobody would notice I think you know this Blood of mine, so blue inside Turns red upon the surface Time doesn't fly It disappears Blown away like smoke, those years Have come and gone They felt so long Nothing worse than a let down When you're holding on so strong Frozen in a falling flow That nobody would notice I think you know this Blood of mine, so blue inside Turns red upon the surface Out of sight, out of mind Everything clear in time NZ: vocals, guitars, synth SP: synth, sequencer, sampler, melodica Thomas Hammerton: keys, synths Mark McIntyre: bass
3.
Dare I say it doesn't matter Meaning isn't everything Some things don't mean anything at all Patterns overtaking me I'm not what I used to be Losing all my love to my illusions Silent confirmations Of things I didn't wanna hear Everything I fear can release me Moving forward’s proven tricky Stuck inside a memory Caught up in a web of my own spinning Threads of things I once believed Tangled with the other ones If I could trace them back to the beginning I'd make them so unbreakable So steady and unshakable To weather all the winds to come a-blowing In hours of days ever hidden Minutes waiting so quietly For flowers of love not yet risen In the eyes of Venus black and white Bloom in colour with the light NZ: vocals, guitars, synth, shaker SP: bass, synth, moog kick Ryan Driver: flute Blake Howard: percussion
4.
If we could only select Family traits we'd like to project I'd take more of my mother's resilience Less of my father's ruminating distance If we could only protect Parts of ourselves others reject I'd be playing with fire, walking on wire Building up bridges Just to knock them down and watch them fall One day forever Next day never Running through the stillness Of these hollow thoughts again Still on the tip of my tongue Too many options, still getting stung Afraid of the future Stuck in the past Wrapped up in the present Trying to make a good thing last Turn the sand into glass Nurture nature moving so fast Take up with the owls, up with the bats Go into the night Prowl with the alley cats One day forever Next day never Running through the stillness Of these hollow thoughts again NZ: vocals, guitars, synths, percussion SP: bass, drum machine, shaker Jacob Mittermaier-Zubeck: jaw harp
5.
Any City 03:21
In the dark womb of his hotel room He could be in any city Visit all the monuments See the great museums Take in all the sights and flashing lights But instead he'll stay in here and disappear Sorrow like an oil spill Seeping deep into the soil Never wanted to be kept Never want to be a keeper She kept him up again last night Though she'd never know it He caught him dreaming of her new haircut Though he'd never even seen it Who's in her room tonight? Who's got her spare key? He can only wonder Only know it's not me Never wanted to be kept Never want to be a keeper Must've happened while we slept Only wanted to go deeper NZ: vocals, guitar
6.
Evening Star 04:03
...and would you walk a little longer in my company, if there was a clearer way to go? cus i would break away the branches, roll away the stone to have another day with you alone NZ: vocals, guitars, synth, organ SP: melodica, sampler Mark McIntyre: bass Thomas Hammerton: keys, synth Ryan Driver: flute Blake Howard: cymbals
7.
NZ: guitar, wine glasses SP: sampler
8.
Morning Star 04:36
Morning star, can you still see me? In your glory, standing here Morning star, call on me To write a better story I've just been scribbling lines I hear the sound of a warning I will stand clear Tomorrow's coming You will be near Morning star, for you we mourn You fade away into daylight Morning star, can you be transformed? In the falling night And be reborn? I hear the sound of a warning I will stand clear Tomorrow's coming We will be here Evening star, the sun is setting On all of us here Evening star, I keep forgetting You'll reappear Evening star, day is turning You've become the morning star Become the morning star The morning star Morning star NZ: vocals, guitar, synth Thomas Hammerton: piano, synth bass
9.
Lying still, awake until Sleep come soft and low Deliver dreams Absurd and strange So much not to know Bodies in shadows And faces in the dark Twins of love and loss Turn their backs and miss the mark Colours fade Everyone's west of somewhere Can't break a promise Never made Lucid in the solar wind Sailing the black and golden boat Ancient dream, so it seems Feather outweigh the heart Feeding dreams That just don't have the stomach To climb a hill And never reach the summit Endless screens Streaming feeds of longing Can't break a friendship Never made NZ: vocals, guitar, synth Thomas Hammerton: keys, synth Josh Cole: fretless bass Ryan Driver: flute
10.
Many Lives 03:10
In the eyes of god I am blind Flawed and faithless I don't mind I have eyes I have many lives In the starry sky I see patterns In your words at night All that matters Are the words, that I didn't write I see you as a dancer I feel your weary limbs Can I find a painless answer In the rhythm Indecision is my condition Seems I live in limbo With the future fading fast Looking through a dirty window I'll break the glass Nothing lasts Even this will pass In the eyes of god I am blind Flawed and faithless I don't mind I have eyes I have many lives NZ: vocals, guitar, lap steel

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released June 19, 2020

Words & Music by Nick Zubeck 2020 SOCAN
Produced & Mixed by Sandro Perri at Lahhrry's Cookie Factory, Toronto
Additional production by Nick Zubeck at Arthur North, Guelph
Mastered by Andy Magoffin at The House Of Miracles, Cambridge

Design and Layout by NZ & Adam Machan (armachan@gmail.com)
Paintings by Jacob Mittermaier-Zubeck
Kiss Of Venus mandala on vinyl label created by lines drawn tracking the path of Venus in relation to Earth over 8 years by John Martineau from A Little Book Of Coincidence, Wooden Books

In loving memory of Wojtek Markiewicz

Big love & thanks to:

Sandro for pushing me to new places and for all of his talent, hard work, and friendship. Thomas, Mark, Blake, Ryan, and Josh for playing so beautifully.

Chris Reaume for his friendship, patronage and loan of his sweet guitars.

Also to:

Jacob Mittermaier-Zubeck, Mike Leavoy, Mike Komljenovic, Phil Komljenovic, Brian Macmillan, Rich Burnett & The Burnouts, Nazir, Lauren Hill & Eric Small, Kelly Romanick, Sandy & Sylvain Dumais
Danka, Daniel, Andrei & Nastassia Markiewicz, Davina, William, & James Markiewicz, Roxanne Potvin, Dana Sipos, Robbie Grunwald,
Darren Wall, Amy Manusov, Andrea Smitko, Marshall Bureau, AJ Johnson, Barzin, Karen Ng, Laura Harrison, Mark Kozelek, Katie Pula & Shawn Conners, The Order, Michelle Willis, Bonnie Johnson, Larry Steel, Andy Magoffin, Adam Machan and all of my wonderful crowdfunding contributors.

We would like to acknowledge funding support from the Ontario Arts Council, an agency of the Government of Ontario.


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Nick Zubeck Toronto, Ontario

Atypical and adventurous singer, songwriter and multi-instrumentalist using a wide palette of acoustic and electric sounds. Heavy on beautiful arrangements, instrumental passages, and thoughtful lyrics. Nick has also kept busy as a sideman working with varied groups like Great Lake Swimmers, Sandro Perri, Barzin, Sun Kil Moon, Royal Wood, Dana Sipos, Rich Burnett, Roxanne Potvin, and many others. ... more

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